Am I ready for all this? Have I mentally prepared myself for this surgery? I’m dedicated. I want this. I want the weight off. I’m willing to do the exercise. But man, some Chinese food sounds good. I guess the cravings never go away. I guess even when 80% of my stomach is gone that I’ll still WANT food. I’m changing. It’s slow, but it’s happening.. and I am noticing how much will power I have. I’m pretty proud of myself. I can do this.